You wanna see me f*ck up you Wanna see me fail
But all the shit that i been through Feel like i already done been to hell
And im feelin suicidal but i tell my Friends that im doin well
To hide the fact that im mentally not Present i stay wishing well
And im sittin down by my wall Picturing if i fall
Picturing if i die
Will anyone care at all?
Probably f*ckin not
Got no one to call
My mom doesnt trust me
None of my friends love me
But i stay f*ckin workin cuz one day Itll all be worth it
But i keep gettin in worse shit and its F*ckin stomach turnin
Sendin messages through birds and Want my body to be burnin
And i know that death is certain Whats the point of even hurtin
One shot to the head and it could be Gone just like that
Love is just the one code that i could Never ever crack
And people speakin bout me talkin Shit behind my back
Learn that others have shit too so just Get off they f*ckin back
Biggeth wiggeth waves in the maze Like a haze
Eatin on these f*ckin lays
Yuh you can call me faze
Yuh just like a tay k
Been gone since like may
Just like little tay
That is what i say
Move to santa fey
You will be my bae
Fortnite just like day
Really miss you hey
Switchin up my flow
At an all time low
Dont think i can row
On my f*ckin boat
Lookin like a goat
All i do is float
This is what i wrote
All i eat are oats
You do what i say so
Riding on a sail boat
This phone is like jail broke
Riding like a rail road
All my bros are loyal
Feel like i am boiled
Bendin like a try fold
Guess my soul is sold so
I dont understand no
I dont want no hoes no
Really cannot show no
Fisher is my bro oh
You wanna see me f*ck up you Wanna see me fail
But all the shit that i been through Feel like i already done been to hell
And im feelin suicidal but i tell my Friends that im doin well
To hide the fact that im mentally not Present i stay wishing well
And im sittin down by my wall Picturing if i fall
Picturing if i die
Will anyone care at all?
Probably f*ckin not
Got no one to call
No one even trusts me
Feel like no one loves me