From the start I had to embark
On the journey through the park
Playing my part with a broken heart
Taking it out on this sharp object
Trynna rip myself apart
But the Xanax keep this spark
Further away as a depart
Going deeper in the dark
Decided to pass up the gun
If I do that then there's no fun
Permanent burning I'm on the sun
Then this miserable life will be done
Be gone and away eraser
Slice a wrist up with a razor
I'm really a speed racer
F*ck 12 I'm a lawbreaker
Heart so frozen in a glacier
Cannabis mixed up with flavor
Cheating bitch gonna make me break her
Smash her head down on my dresser
Peer pressure, I do what I do
Showed up high to my interview
From the start, I had to embark
On the journey through the park
Playing my part with a broken heart
Taking it out on this sharp
Object, tryna rip myself apart
But the Xanax keep this spark
Further away as a depart
Going deeper down in the dark
F*ck, I don't see any light
Haven't been where I been
Even if it isn't right
That night, still so many sins
Had this slight thought
Back to the night when we fought
The dreams that we sought
The good life and the house we bought
So many things flawed from fraud
For this life that I fail
I feel like I'm locked in a cell
I know that I'm going to hell
Lean is what I need
Devil right next to me
Dark clouds float above me
Bright flames is all I see
From the start, I had to embark
On the journey through the park
Playing my part with a broken heart
Taking it out on this sharp
Object, tryna rip myself apart
But the xanax keep this spark
From the start, i had to embark
On the journey through the park
Playing my part with a broken heart
Taking it out on this sharp
Object, tryna rip myself apart
But the Xanax keep this spark
Keep the spark