Just because I got the gutz doesn't mean I'm going berserk
Or maybe this is exactly what you all really deserve
Your body is here but fried out mind is dessert
The reason I know is cause all you do is observe
I'm here to serve to birds and kick them all up to the curb
Cause you talking that nonsense and getting on my last nerve
Keep yapping away and you really about to get f*cking hurt
But why should I even care when your lifes already in dirt?
Cause...
I'm Lady Gaga's perfect illusion
Smoking loud and adding pollution
Always have these ugly solutions
That needs glorious execution
Tryna get status like Rick Rubin
Just a urchin livin the urban
If you know me then I've been a true motherf*cker since the play pin
Chillin alone...
There's no point to my life, I would RATHER BE DEAD
Because every single day you are HURTING MY HEAD
I am forced to stay and endure WHAT YOU HAVE SAID
You don't even care so that's why I STAY IN THE BED
Staring at the ceiling, questioning this f*cked up life
I did this to myself and now I have to pay the ultimate price
That's why I stare at monitors and stay up all night
Cause this world ain't right, there's nothing thing I like and Im outta sight
Look...
I'm Lady Gaga's perfect illusion
Smoking loud and adding pollution
Always have these ugly solutions
That needs glorious execution
Tryna get status like Rick Rubin
Just a urchin livin the urban
If you know me then I've been a true motherf*cker since the play pin
My body filled transfusion yours gassed up with confusion
My death will be amusin but at least I wasn't losin
Or maybe I was
And it's all because
I lost control of my self
From ashes to dust
From smooth out to rust
I lost control of myself
(Im)
LOSING CONTROL
I'm Lady Gaga's perfect illusion
Smoking loud and adding pollution
Always have these ugly solutions
That needs glorious execution
Tryna get status like Rick Rubin
Just a urchin livin the urban
If you know me then I've been a true motherf*cker since the play pin