Lil Jerk - I COULD NEVER Lyrics

I've been broken down too many times, I've been through all the pain
I done walk with no umbrella, and I went straight in the rain
All them days tryna get better, but this shit'll never change
I can never show no love, cause you just threw that shit away
I can never show no trust, cause you gon' put me in a grave
Last bitch, she did me wrong, so I had a gun to her face
I can never put the drugs down, cause they always save the day
I done been all on my own, and on my own, I think I'll stay
When I wake up, roll up blunt, I tell myself it's a good day
I ain't never gon' stop, we switchin' up, we in the wraith
Yeah, I told them, please don't play with me, cause no, this not a game
AR-15s, ARPs, and we gon' shoot em' at your brain
I been booted off of X's, shit got me itchin' my chest
I ain't never go to sleep, I'm workin', never get no rest
I been smokin' way too much, I think I need me a new lung
Every time I see my mom, she always cryin', or she done
Told my mama I'm a junkie, but I'm still gettin' these funds
I been goin' hella crazy, man, I'm always stressin' out
And I feel just like a rollin' stone, I'm always fallin' down
And no, I cannot take no control, I gotta hold right now
Yeah, I been tryna come down, but I been on the come down
Said I'm goin' pin myself up, cause ain't nobody gon' do it
I been stuck up in my feelings, and I'm startin' to get used to it
Ain't no money in that bitch, so I had to switch up all my views
Said I'm a cash cow, yall some cash clowns
Gettin' cash now, runnin' racks now, yeah, yeah, yeah
We shoot it like a movie, huh, just like HD
You shit crazy, huh, when I'm go to sleep
See, these dreams can't get on my mind, I can't seem to think
Yeah, we back on track, huh, yeah, straight to the racks
Yeah, never gon' lack, you, I'm gon' pass
Me, I'm goin' fast, huh, hundred, might do the dash
I'm goin' fast, yeah, I might swerve
Your bitch goin' home with a brand new shirt
Nah, im not little, but I am a jerk
Choppa like a bird and it's goin' chirp, yeah, yeah
I been broken down too many times, I been through all the pain
I done walk with no umbrella and I went straight in the rain
All them days tryna get better, but this shit'll never change
I can never show no love, cause you just threw that shit away
I can never show no trust, cause you gon' put me in the grave
Last bitch, she did me wrong, so I had a gun to her face
I can never put the drugs down, cause they always save the day
I done been all on my own and on my own, I think I'll stay
When I wake up, roll up blunt, I tell myself it's a good day
I ain't never gon' stop, we switchin' up, we in the wraith