Fallen Angels (Intro) Video (MV)

This for all my people gone
Thinking why y'all had to go
I'm just sitting up at home nothing else inside to show
Wanted y'all so the man I came and how I'm bout to blow
Send me signs that y'all still with me cause I really need to know
Why y'all 6ft In the ground
Thats the shit that tear me down but this blunt just calm me down
Smoke wen I'm bout to break down
Wish my auntie was around
Tired of seeing my mama frown
I can't seem to crack a smile
Ain't been happy in a while
I don't know who else to dial Guess that I'm that lonely child
Just ain't want nothing this way
I just wanna live forever
I got shit in the worse ways
Cause in live it's now or never
I'm just focused on the better My heart cold I grab a sweater
Even though my heart can't fix
I still love with all I got
Told my nighas that I got em and my words wont ever rot
Cause On real in this life man they all a nigga got
I can't sit be so happy cause I just been thru a lot
So a lot race through my head
Couple nighas want me dead
Man just lay up in bed
Thinking bout my life ahead and I'm still here dropping fire
Kill these verses Michael Myers
I want lord to send me higher to rejoice with all my angles
I been hold all this anger with my daddy being gone
I don't stay wit moms no mo man I'm just out here on my own
How the f*ck they do me wrong with all this love that I done shown
People just don't care no mo that's why I rather be alone
Auntie always listened to me hate the feelings
That she gone September 20, 2012 that shit won't never leave my dome
I been scarred from all these battles I'm too real for them to clone
Had no help with all this shit 18 I got it on my own
I'm just gripping on this 9 I can't let my self be killed
All my niggas know I got em all the love I showed was real
I was out there in the streets on Sibley starving for a meal
Now I'm tryna get a deal
Man I'm In this shit foreal
I done shredded all these tears
Man I had to face my fears
Now shifting all these gears to see my fallen angles once again
Martell talk to me everyday he locked up in the pin
Man I'm so tired being down I just wanna win
Man I'm Out here doing my dirt lord forgive me for my sins
My heart cold I seen to much just by the shit that I was in
I been solo since a youngin taught my self not to fit in
I got too much pain inside all this anger I sit in
Smoking weed skipping school it was all bad
Gave her my all then she left like what u call that
I'm reaching for my fallen angles hope they call back
Some shit had hit me deep at times I had to fall back
Rest In Peace to Bobby
He was so hard body
Think imma lose my self right now i'm loosing every body
33 tatted on my chest and I'm not talking Scottie
I told my self just keep on working I can be rich like Roddy Man
My grandma fighting cancer and wish that I can kill it
I put pain up on these songs to touch yo soul and make you feel it
I just wanna make it now I swear these bars I spit the illest
Niggas hating that I'm up why do they hate up on the realist
Niggas gone take that offensively I can't say I'm the realist
But the people know
This pain just gone keep on flowing
Don't even know where I'm going
I just wanna be reborn
Cause I lived a trouble my auntie come visit at night
She say boy you gotta fight
Why you think you got these strips
Cause you made it through these battles
I was tough to never rattle cause u shot in yo head
4 5 shots a leave you dead
I'm just steady sipping on this red
I'm just tryna clear my head
All these demons all in my head Hard for me to go to bed
Pray to lord I bow my head
I stay counting all these deads They gone come back from the dead
Cause I spend them everyday
I just had to make a way I Hope my cousin beat the case
R.I.P. my cousin can't forget you Way you died was so unforgettable
Why you ain't take care of your self
You just let that sickness hit you
I remeber at yo house was watching wresting matches with you
Devil screamed up in my ear
He say I'm about to come get you
Cause he say I know too much man they gone try to make clone
Like I said about a verse back I'm too real for them to clone
I'm just in a broken light these demons won't leave me alone
Miss my auntie miss my granny I just hate that they so gone
Someone come and take this pain
I'm just out here in the rain
Thinking about my life ahead
Thinking about how to get this bread for real
I was fighting demons out here off these meds for real
I know couple nighas hating want me dead for real
This pain so deep so it be hard to go to bed for real
But I stay faithful cause these angels on my side for real
Yeah they my guide for real
I be so high for real
I can't trust no one man it's only all the guys for real
I Smoke this wood now I'm so gone man I be fried for real
A nigha play with all my loved ones he gone die for real
I miss my auntie come back
I wish my granny come back
Just come talk to me right now I need this wait off my back
I been in shit that hurt me deep the hardest weight on back
I love y'all deeply I'm just hurt that y'all can't that shit back
Man I miss Bobby come back
I miss my cousin come back Remember me and Bobby Riding man I stayed in the back
Remember Charles was on the floor he dead now he can't come back
My mind so hurt I'm just on go mode Just to f*cking attack