I tend to love so hard and I'm hurtin' in the end I don't even know why, my nigga
I lost my brother when I was a jit So that's why I hurt me for me to cry , my nigga
I don't even know why, my nigga I don't even know why, my nigga
I just don't know why, this shit so confusing , Abusing my heart when you get so abusive
You beat it so blue, it turned black, I C U, that's intensive
This shit don't make no sense
Puttin' on a act, boy, quit movin' like you upgraded
Puttin' on a act like seein' me don't get you frustrated
And I get it, I ain't stressin', I ain't what you prayed for
So hopefully the next a top your radar
Cause I did, you just ain't see and I'm worth more than that
Kept it real, more than your brothers, you can't format that
Gave you way too many chances, ain't no more of that
Cool where im at, I'm on my shit and I ain't goin' back
I'm just cut different, you wasn't ready for me
That's okay, I wish you well, but I'm done waitin' on you
Puttin' energy and time, but where your effort at
Wasn't tryin' till I left, but ain't no comin' back
I tend to love so hard and I'm hurtin' in the end
I don't even know why, my nigga
I lost my brother when I was his jit
So that's why I hurt me for the cry my nigga
I don't even know why, my nigga
I don't even know why, I don't even know why
I don't even know why, my nigga
I don't even know why, I don't even know why
I don't even know why, my nigga
I don't even know why, I don't even know why
I don't even know why, my nigga
I don't even know why
Why I gave my love to this girl
And she still turn around just to do me the worst way
I've been takin' and poppin' this medicine
But I know that this shit won't heal my pain
Yeah, I know I gotta get off my ass
Cause I can't sit here for long
Worried about somebody who can't worry about a thing I'm on
Hurting bout a bitch when I got real life shit to mourn
I lose n****s every day to the system and the ground
Know you see me hurtin', I'm in pain
But you act like you don't know this
This shit lame, love you showin' me is bogus
I'm in flames, you been f*ckin' with my mental
I'm insane, I don't know why, my nigga