Lil' $pice - Solo for So Long Lyrics

Father forgive me
But lately ik that I've been sinnin
Takin drugs trynna ease the pain f*ckin up my system
Excuse my language that's a hangup but lately how i been feelin
Killin the pain and im goin insane all i need is healin
Cuz I've been solo for so long (Ohhhhh)
Cuz I've been solo for so long (Ohhhhh)

Im brain damaged
No stop sign its not a safe passage
Im mentally in pain defused with the same tactics
My life is tragic
I smoke weed to kill the pain from bashes
It's f*ckin sickenin
I just want a ending to you f*ckin faggots

Im lost in time
I want a endin to this pain i find
And sometimes i just wanna put a bullet in my f*ckin mind
But in due time I'll find a way to better intertwine
But rn I'll rather die cuz it's my f*ckin time

I thought my friends had my back until they turned on me
I thought my bitch had my side until she lied on me
I thought my family really missed me when they hugged me
But turns out none of these f*cks really loved me

Im on my own
Need nobody but my f*ckin self
F*ck love, f*ck loyalty and f*ck wealth
If anything im all alone
Without no f*ckin help
Cuz to be honest i wanna die
Just kill my f*ckin self

Cuz I been solo for so long (Ohhhh)
Cuz I been solo for so long (Ohhhh)