Lil Quixxly - Middle Lyrics

I don't wanna lose their heart, I don't know if I'll get another time
I can't break, restart, then find someone else that wants to be mine
I hope it doesn't happen to them and me
But I don't know if I'm ready
They like me too, their company feels nice
But should I be romantic yet? It don't feel right
I'm not confident enough to take the advance
I can't mess up what could be my last chance
We ain't kissing yet, we're stuck in the weird in-between
Don't think I'm ready, these feelings are new to me
But I can't imagine them not with me
Together we made too many memories
This embarrassing to say, but every night
I lay down and pretend they're by my side
But I'm worried they have someone else they prefer
They've told me murmurs about her
Far from official, still won't hurt 'em if we split
Don't even have a heart with our initials
Nothing's different
I'll take my responsibility
I hope I mean as much to them as much as they do to me
I hope they have the patience to deal with me
I better be careful with what I'm saying because
I don't wanna lose their heart, I don't know if I'll get another time
I can't break, restart, then find someone else that wants to be mine
I hope it doesn't happen to them and me
But I don't know if I'm ready
Am I ready to love? No I'm not, but this is the first time that this has happened to me
Am I someone that hugs? No I'm not, but am I someone to trust? Hopefully
Am I ready to love? No I'm not, but this is the first time that this has happened to me
Am I someone that hugs? No I'm not, but am I someone to trust? Hopefully
I'm happy to hear you say you still feel the same way that I do
I hope I don't seem strange when I say I wanna be more with you
Any love you give me back, I treasure, no matter how untrue
This kind of friendship I never had, I wanna prove that I care
What can I do to make you feel safe? How can I kill your pain?
I'm the umbrella to your rain, I'll do it over and over again
Am I driving you insane? I hope I'm not too much with what I say
I'll take my responsibility
I hope I mean as much to you as much as you do to me
I hope you have the patience to deal with me
I promise to be careful with what I'm saying because
I don't wanna lose your heart, I don't know if I'll get another time
We can't break apart, I don't want anyone else to be mine
I hope it doesn't happen to you and me
But I don't know if I'm ready
Am I ready to love? No I'm not, but this is the first time that this has happened to me
Am I someone that hugs? No I'm not, but am I someone to trust? Hopefully
Am I ready to love? No I'm not, but this is the first time that this has happened to me
Am I someone that hugs? No I'm not, but am I someone to trust? Hopefully