Lil Wxrd - Lost (feat. Muga) Lyrics

Way to hard to fit in was forced to stand out
Left momma crib found myself in gma Pam house
I was reading scriptures Baggin work at gma Pam house
Left it out, Damn I gotta hear my grandma Pam mouth

Couldn't see Niyah she up the block from grandma Pam house
Baby moms f*cking up the block from grandma Pam house
Wanted to let the gun ring by grandma Pams house
Bell rang police came to grandma Pams house
I was down bad nigga, I'm talkin my last Nigga
Ain't think I would last nigga, had no where to crash nigga
Used to hate to ask niggas, for anything
Rather starve n bust my ass nigga on everything
Member crying with my daughter ain't a dollar to my name
Made a band the next day blew it dog was so ashamed
Made another the next week but I ain't do the same thing
This time I grabed my daughter up n hit a mini shopping spree
Complications shit be complicated
Niggas watching grandma porch niggas commentating
Niggas always got a comment, niggas always hatin
Get you flamed, I'm the God but my son is Satan
Remember that

I remember Aunty Ruth helped me fix my re up
She ain't even know, love her more then I speak of

I remember Aunty Ruth helped me fix my re up
And Grandma Pa let me stay when I acted like I ain't need her

What does loyalty really mean
I put my friends before my fam
I put my wants before the families needs
I am so ashamed it's like I don't my name
Anymore... Im lost

Biggest mistake was probably this, turning my back on my kid over some shit her mother did
When I came to my senses, it was to late she on some other shit
I can't even blame her,I just keep trying I gotta run wit it
Crying to myself, I blame myself leave it in Gods hands
Told my daughter in the letter that this here is Gods plan
Pops told me to play my hand,never move too early
And just be cuz I think it's time don't gotta go 730
Lost focus in a hurry, shot that shit like Stephen curry
Never told my brothers that shit turned to a mad man
Took me for my shit, I made some choices things happen
I'm Praying that he live god, cuz I am not a bad man
Just hate feelin disrespected used to hate feeling neglected
When my pieces wasn't hittin when them niggas wasn't reppin
When ya back against the wall will fold or stand tall
Old bitches f*ckin bros, I wish the best to both of y'all

These niggas got me in my bag now, Never put that bag down now
Ain't looking like no clown now I'm lookin at the clowns now
Picture perfect always question was it worth it
When watchin a star float, while you niggas sittin a float
I just hope You niggas know, you was my motivation
Wanted this shit my whole life, I'm so over waitin
Back in grandma crib house I lost so much patience
We gotta get it we gon take f*ck it we over waiting, we over waiting

Anytime I cry on it know that it's a body bag
I'm just tryna land mind the same place my body at
Used to fall n scrap my shit look around where my mommy at
P would pick me up, dust me off & tell me run it back
Gotta get my vision right gotta get my sister right
Working overtime f*ckin eatin man I could miss tonight
Working overtime f*ck sleepin man I could miss tonight
Cuz if Niyah grow up around here then I ain't living right