Lil Yk - i lost hope Lyrics

I remember the days when I lost hope in the trenches
After I lost my dog into the streets
I have hatred for my heart for you girl
I remember the days when you cheated on me

Made me be addicted to these drugs
I remember the days when I lost hope in the trenches
I remember the days when my dog died
I have hatred for you girl and my heart

I remember the times I had nine out of ten
I remember the nights I just wanted to break down into tears
I remember the nights I was just going through the shit
I remember the times I made me turn to drugs

I remember the times I was heartless into the streets
Girl you had to understand I will buy you designer clothes
I remember the times I had nine out of ten
I just couldn't understand this shit

I lost my dog into the streets
I remember the times I was in the mud
I remember the times I had nine out of ten
Girl you had to understand I said f*ck you for cheating on me

I was in the mud with you girl
And the times I was trying to go for the shit
I remember the times I made me turn heartless
I'm sorry girl would you put my heart to

I remember the times I'm sorry
I turned heartless to into the trenches
I remember the shit what happened
I remember the shit you were with me

I remember the shit you asked me will be together forever
I remember the shit I kept you warm in my arms girl
I told you I need almost time to heal
I remember the times I was in school

I was ditching classes
I remember the shit I was going to the corner
I remember the shit why did you have to do me wrong for money
I asked that time sitting into the hood

I remember the shit you were with me
I remember the shit we're into the mud together
I remember the shit I want to change
I remember the shit been changing to the slums

I remember the shit Ramadan times I was fasting
I'm waking up to the morning
I'm praying for better days for you girl
Into the trenches why you have to do me wrong for money

I remember the shit you understood I lost hope for you when my dog died
And I was like 14 I was just a kid
I was just running around with a Glock
I could explain these things in these letters for you girl

I remember the times you made me cheat
I remember the shit you told me f*ck that guy behind my back
I remember the shit I won't do a thing
I remember the shit when you f*cked that guy behind my back and you f*cked a missionary

I remember the shit at times you missed the old days I was in the slums
I remember the shit I was just trying to go back
I was trying to find my voice into the trenches
I remember the shit these were the times I remember the shit I was just a kid

I was just running around with a Glock every single night
And we were into the streets together girl
I pray for better days for you
Gotta hit the brakes

So tired of dreaming
For a better day
Oh I need some healing
To have none of the pain

Gotta hit the brakes
For a better day
To have none of the pain