Lilith - Lavender Lyrics

I'm just gonna go all in, girl, I know you didn't want this
I got some trash to take out, listen
I am sure at fault, oh, here, let me clarify this
But you don't need to get so stiffen
Let me read you aloud all I scribbled about 'bout you, baby
You would have never thought (You would have never thought)
My head it was so clouded but I cleared it all out, all out, baby
I'm going all out, you must know now
Lavender, farewell
Don't need, you see, to cast a spell
Oh, Lavender, don't yell
We both doing so damn, damn well
Days were passing slow without you, I know you wouldn't believe
But I ain't got shit to prove, you see (ain't got shit to prove)
Mourning for a while then I'm free and I didn't show it
I didn't need it to be seen
You thought that I would chase, maybe that I went away, away, don't know
But I stayed in my own (I couldn't leave my home)
Calling me a liar, you think that it was right, alright, baby
If only you had known
What I had never shown (never shown)
Lavender, I see
You're doing great without me
Oh, Lavender, fly free
I'm good with it as it can be, can be, can be
(Yeah)
I couldn't please you, you was ahead of me
Like you've always, always been
You couldn't f*ck with this part of me, I would have changed happily (yikes)
Venomous, dangerous, critical
A goddess, she's atypical (She's on fire)
It was more than the two of us, energy twisting up my guts
Lavender
Lavender fly so high, so high
Never ask why, ask why, ask why
I'm walking without you, Lav, Lav
Keep walking without me, Lav, Lav
I'm walking without you, Lav, Lav
I'm walking without you, Lav, Lav
Keep walking without me, babe, babe
This is a Goodbye
This is a good Goodbye, bye, bye, bye