Lily Durden - RUDE AWAKENING Lyrics

Somebody wants to forget their name
Somebody wants to play the game
I don't remember anything but pain, thing but pain
Nobody wants to lose their way
In the dark of the night you'll run away
I was numb but now I'm awake, I'm awake
It's a rude awakening from the person you used to be
It's a different version that you see
And you lay your head back down and your soul and heart cry out
Can you rid me of my selfish needs
It's a change, it's not easy
He never said that it would be
Crucify the flesh, surrender everything
I chased down what I thought was love
But in the end, it wasn't enough
And it was a rude awakening
Somebody wants to forget their name
Somebody wants to play the game
I don't remember anything but pain, thing but pain
Nobody wants to lose their way
In the dark of the night you'll run away
I was numb but now I'm awake, I'm awake
It's a rude awakening from the person you used to be
It's a different version that you see
And you lay your head back down and your soul and heart cry out
Can you rid me of my selfish needs
To live is Christ, to die is gain
Eternal glory for pain
It was worth the rude awakening
I chased down what I thought was love
But in the end, he's more than enough
And it was a rude awakening