EVERYTHING IVE GONE THROUGH Video (MV)

Ive been looking for you
But you didnt seem to look for me too
I tried and tried to keep reminding you
But your face just kept turning blue

I dont find peace in my grave
So ill keep bothering you all the same
Trying to put my past experiences on you
Im sorry for my impact but i just wanna hit the brain waves that ruin me and you

And i tried and tried a million times to change
What i have done in the past
But all the fears are fading and the ptsd kicks in as my mind starts to turn black

Ive been holding a grudge against myself that i cant let go
It hurts to think and when i do i feel like the world is gonna go up in flames
The trapped thoughts seem to be burying me alive
And i just wanna live my life
I just wanna live my life

After everything ive gone through
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
After everything ive gone through
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
After everything ive gone through

Even after troubles and death of an old couple you keep on treating me this way
And even in the summer when I start to be a Bummer you leave my thoughts and bury them in A grave,
And even though it's hard to maintain composure
I hate the way you look at me when i say
I'm not okay
(No oh oh)
Cause of everything ive gone through
And I don't think I'll ever be the same

And i tried and tried a million times to change
What i have done in the past
But all the fears are fading and the ptsd kicks in as my mind starts to turn black

Ive been holding a grudge against myself that i cant let go
It hurts to think and when i do i feel like the world is gonna go up in flames
The trapped thoughts seem to be burying me alive
And i just wanna live my life
I just wanna live my life

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
After everything ive gone through
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
After everything ive gone through through

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
After Everything ive gone through
Mmm