The Links - Hallucinate Lyrics

All this tension got me stressin' like, is this life a blessin', I
Got so many questions man, are the cops protecting us
Why everyone fake as f*ck, I'm loosing all my trust
Feels like I'm stuck, used to be so robust
Now I can't get back up, I can't seem to adjust
Cause she f*ckin fake as f*ck, yeah she is fake as f*ck
Make me so discussed, sware you gonna fade to dust
I tried to give you all my love, but you just push and shove
Guess I ain't good enough, but I still need your love
It's like a f*cking toxic drug, So I had to pull the plug
Cause I can't get enough, so I have to give it up
Yes bitch were breaking up, now you can go live it up. F*ck it

This life gets so crazy, single moms w/ baby's
Fatal shootings daily, these cats so shady
Tryin to take my lady, it's my fault maybe
She wants a baby, cause her family seems empty
An I want Mercedes, for when the days get rainy
I'll have some backup money to pull out for safety
We only argue lately. The road is so shaky
I can feel her fading yeah, I'm hallucinating ohh
My heart is breaking, cause I know she's debaiting
Of leaving or waiting. Seems like I'm failing ohh
Everything's fading yeah, I'm hallucinating, I
Need your love, but everything is fading yeah

I'm tryin to make things right, but it only goes left
I don't know why, but lately I've been stressed
Too much on my mind, with no time to rest
So I'm back on the grind, you can say I'm obsessed
Pops hides his pain, but lately I've noticed
An I Hate to see moms cry, yeah it burns my f*ckin chest
Life gets so hard, but I gotta do my best
To keep moving forward, an stay focused
I know it can be easy, to be a pessimist. But
I Just keep breathing and realize I'm blessed
Everything I'm needing could be an arms stretch
But I gotta open up my mind and hit refresh