Lionel B - Apologies Lyrics

Sugar Baby just speak yo mind
Got me droppin to my knees this time
I know I promised you the world, and I'd never cheat
I got weak, told her she's in line
A blockbuster, let's please rewind, a real man, I'm the dreamy kind
I just wanna be ya peace, not the frowns or the crease
Let's make love and get this treaty signed
A real love is so hard to find and
I can't envision you and another man grinding
Let me right my wrongs, in this song, that I'm on, cuz baby girl I was dull, but you shining
A lot of DMs I know I done climbed in
Wanted love but I kept on hiding
I just wanna be yours, your best friend, your king, whatever, the only one you confide in

It was never my intention to be like him
I know you seen more in me that was not them
I apologise for the lies, and the cries, alibis, knowing damn well I was on a limb
Getting all mad when you bored phoning friends
In my crazy mind I swore that you was boning 'em
I let my ego go down a rabbit hole,
Too fat, and survival rate is so slim
You got me blocked, so I can't even see ya post
Where you used to lay, it's like it's just another ghost
I'm wishing that I never answered the phone
Now I'm alone, near death, like my body's all comatose
Reminiscing on the days that I held ya close
Didn't realise I'm the only one ya chose
Too busy giving a chase, catching a case, hiding my face just to run and go and spite my nose