Lisa Heller - DOWNER Lyrics

Whatever happened at the after party?
I said too much, yeah I'm so sorry
I sugarcoat it, fake serotonin
Can't tell the difference, I barely know it

Couldn't see, yeah my vision's blurry
Shoulda left at 11:30
I guess I'm broken caught in the moment
Spilled it open, shoulda shut it out

I don't really wanna be a downer
But I'm still spinning in my head
Try to wake up and smell the flowers
But everybody that I love is dead
Everybody that I love is dead

Friends used to call me for a good time
Now my texts left on read like the bad guy
I saw this coming, I'm good for nothing
Just pull the trigger, cause I wanna wake up
And I'm running of reasons to keep breathing
And it f*cking sucks that everybody leaves me
Oh oh
Oh oh
Does it ever get easy?

I don't really wanna be a downer
But I'm still spinning in my head
Try to wake up and smell the flowers
But everybody that I love is dead
Everybody that I love is dead

Maybe I'm afraid
I pushed everyone away
If I asked u stay
Would you please just stay

I don't really wanna be a downer
But I'm still spinning in my head
Try to wake up and smell the flowers
But everybody that I love is dead
Everybody that I love is dead