Lit Zad - SelfLove Lyrics

Yeahh
Ion call you niggas homies
Yeah
Ion call you niggas homies
Stay the f*ck out my way
Same niggas that I showed love dome me
When I'm dreamin' away
I been prayin for so long hope these prayers work
And I hope it aint late
But its 2 am right now and I been up for three days

I just threw me back three pills if I od now its too late
If I OD aww its too late
Yeahh-yeahh
I ain't doin' nothin' wrong
I feel like I've been right my whole life
Give my last to you and suffer when I'm knowin you wouldnt suffer for me dawg

I've been tryin' to love myself
I don't know how
Ohh
I got lost
I've been tryin' hard searchin' to find a new route
Don't know how to self-love in front you im self-destructin
Still thuggin clutchin blowin dat pressure & giving thanks to God
Not everybody here but aint many I love gone
But I just might be the next
I don't love myself and im tired of stayin strong
I'm at a crossroads wit a glock ion know what da f*ck im posed to do

I'm in pain tryna hide this shit from my mama
Sometimes it build up and it just weigh on me
Link up wit my dawg
Bodein that's my family
Nigga got so much on me couldn't help but just break down &
Shed tears in front my cousin
Don't know what the f*ck I'm doin
Tryin' to keep it gangsta strong
You know how we do it
But sometimes a nigga fall short at the line
I been goin' hard whole time im at war in my mind
Fightin' myself
Sick of all the pain that I felt
All these things steadily changin
& to his self can't give da love dat he steady be giving out
All these constant repeating cycles I swear im tired
Situations arising im sick of the same things
It's too much in pain all them prayers aint seem to change nun
It aint changing nun mane
I mane I swear to God
I'm still barely alive

I've been tryin' to love myself
I don't know how
Ohh
I got lost
I've been tryin' hard searchin' to find a new route
Don't know how to self-love in front you im self-destructin
Still thuggin clutchin blowin dat pressure & giving thanks to God
Not everybody here but aint many I love gone
But I just might be the next
I don't love myself and im tired of stayin strong
I'm at a crossroads wit a glock ion know what da f*ck im posed to do

I don't know
If ima ima keep it real
Exactly how long I got left on earth in here for me to live
But I ain't really trippin' cause I'm tired
Do you understand
I don't got no feelings left inside
Except for bad man
And I just need love I just bleed
All night
Indulging in drugs for to ease
What's inside
You you you you won't understand
This the life of me
That's the life I made
Its decisions and choices man but the self-love gone
Outta love