Living Is Rare - Hesitate Lyrics

I tried
To let it all air out when you were by my side
But I still feel stiff and after I just don't feel right
I wish talking wouldn't hurt more than my mind, my mind, mind
I don't want you to go away
I just want you to know
I hesitate
I still get terrified when you come my way
Afraid I'll pour it out and you'll walk away
I hope you know that's why I hesitate
I hesitate
I tried
To let it all air out when you were by my side
But I still feel stiff and after I just don't feel right
I wish talking wouldn't hurt more than my mind, my mind, mind
I don't want you to go away
I just want you to know
I hesitate
I still get terrified when you come my way
Afraid I'll pour it out and you'll walk away
I hope you know that's why I hesitate
I hesitate
I shut down whenever I'm with you
I scream out trying to make us sound
I shut down whenever I'm with you
I shut down whenever I'm with you
I scream out trying to make us sound
I shut down whenever I'm with you
I hesitate
I still get terrified when you come my way
Afraid I'll pour it out and you'll walk away
I hope you know that's why I hesitate
I hesitate
(Just checking in on you, seeing how, how you're feeling. Hope you're doing okay)
(And I don't need to know why, and I don't need to know what. But I sincerely hope you know that I'm always here for you)
(I want to watch Friends with you)
(Hello, I'm outside your house right now)
(I'm on my way home, bye)
(I'll talk to you later. Hope you had a good one. Bye.)