livingdeath - Back Then Lyrics

All my life I've been dealing with a feeling
So numb, everyday it's hard to feel it
I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
My brain says I don't need you anyway

I'm all pain, no, you don't feel the same
I switch lanes to escape, run away
I can't win any game that my mind plays
Taking me back to the day that my life changed

Where were you when I needed you the most?
Hollow shell, yeah I feel like I'm a ghost
When you left, no, I never got a note
So I'm writing my own, since a kid I felt alone
You were never there to see me grow
Always been compared to you when I'm at home
Now I'm smoking nicotine just to cope
Then I see your dumb face in the smoke

Now I'm going through the same damn shit as you were back then
Still dealing with the same damn shit, I'm addicted to the same damn shit
Now I'm going through the same damn shit as you were back then
If you saw me right now do you think that you'd see me as the same damn kid?

All my life I've been dealing with a feeling
So numb, everyday it's hard to feel it
I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay
My brain says I don't need you anyway

I'm all pain, no, you don't feel the same
I switch lanes to escape, run away
I can't win any game that my mind plays
Taking me back to the day that my life changed

Where were you when I needed you the most?
Hollow shell, yeah I feel like I'm a ghost
When you left, no, I never got a note
So I'm writing my own, since a kid I felt alone
You were never there to see me grow
Always been compared to you when I'm at home
Now I'm smoking nicotine just to cope
Then I see your dumb face in the smoke

Now I'm going through the same damn shit as you were back then
Still dealing with the same damn shit, I'm addicted to the same damn shit
Now I'm going through the same damn shit as you were back then