The Window Video (MV)

I'm leaning on this window pane
Staring out this window in pain
Am I going insane?
I don't know, but this feeling is strange
What is this feeling that I feel in my veins?
It's probably the passion I get from rapping
But I'm losing that as I age and nothing's happening
It's like I keep turning the page but I am trapped in...
The same chapter, same page remains after
Even when I'm down, I hide it, the same laughter
Even when it's disaster, disastrous
When it comes to the war in my mind
I am a pacifist
But everyday I fight it, but mentally, I'm thinking past the fists
Maybe this a test from God, I know that I will pass it if...
I keep His word locked in my heart and never unfasten it
But enough about me I'm still staring out this window
I see this young man who seems to have a lot of potential
To be successful, and I'm really praying that he don't lose it
And he seems to have his eyes on living off music
I guess we got that in common and I hope it happen for him
I really wish the best for him even tho I don't know him
But I feel like I do for some reason, I can't grasp it
Everything I feel like I'm missing, he has it
All the obstacles that's blocking me he's outlasting
Without lacking or compromising with his actions
And in God is where he sees the most satisfaction
And it's everlasting unlike anything the world is adding
A storm is happening, clouds passing in slow fashion
As it dies down this man is standing
As it dies down this man is still standing!
As the storm dies this man is still standing!
Now he's looking up at the sun, here is the imagery
Everything is clearer now, yea, I see it vividly
My inner me my enemy I always let it get to me
That's why I pray to God I never let that be the end of me
The sun shining on this man now but it's dark all around him
He's trying to find him some shade but the sun won't allow him
Then he start screaming out "I get it now! you keeping me...
Away from all the darkness that's around me trying to weaken me!'
I peep it see, this man been trying to do things on his own
And when the storm come, he just stuck and he feel alone
He know what he feel is wrong
What's going on? Keep going strong
This where you belong
Home sweet home, you in the zone
Unknown or is it known? Why do I feel like I know him?
Why do I even care who this man is or where he going?
Why do I care who this man is or where he going
I don't know who this man is let's keep it going
It's like this man is me but with stronger ambition
Better decisions
With a dream he's close to living
Hitting all of his goals he's written down in his notes
Living a life of hope, consistent, you see the growth
I need to stop looking out this window and focus on myself
Since I'm the only one that's stopping me and no one else
It's like my vision was blurred but now I'm seeing clearer
This window is not a window, this window is a mirror