Lllyric? - HauntX Lyrics

My head has depression, haunted sounds in my bedroom
She wants someone special, so I walked away
I'm nothing like you, she knows she's nothing like me
Her hearts pretty blue, my hearts pretty bleak
Cocaine in the sheets, now I'm feeling at peace
My life falls to pieces every time I awake
I want to feel alive
My view is nearing blind
I want you
Why won't you want me
I want to haunt you
Why won't you haunt me
Black cats, I'm seeing black cats
Im just a black boy
Im seeing black voids
I want a new life
I want a new world
My life is a movie, a bad one
I don't want you groupies, I want someone
Who will understand me, in the long run
I don't want to be this way
But if I change I won't be me
I want to feel alive
My view is nearing blind
I want you
Why won't you want me
I want to haunt you
Why won't you haunt me
Black cats, I'm seeing black cats
Im just a black boy
Im seeing black voids
I want a new life
I want a new world