This ain't what you want
I said this ain't what you want
But it might be what you need
Said I been balling from the start
How my obsession for this money get mistaken for my heart
Smile cause I'm proud of it
How I came out of it
It's a story about way back when
When I was prolly six
Witnessed people see through people it was evil I was tired of it
And those people was my parents not a dream I can't flow out of this
I was sitting in my room and tryna figure out a talent
Tryna figure out a thing or two to keep me on my balance
And I landed on the music
Got me a beat
I even wrote me out a lil love song thought it was heat
Now there's some people who think high of me
I feel the irony
To see the full time failure get a diamond ring
When I'm walking in the party 20 bitches got variety
You telling two toned tales and share designer jeans
And I be feeling like I'm Tom and Jerry
Like I'm a mouse I get my cheese and pop a pussy cat cause niggas know I'm never scary
I said this ain't what you want
Just go pick out what you want
Send her home and make her flaunt that we f*cked
All these niggas saying this and that I promise I'm gon' click it back
Got problems rip like hallows and thank god he never let me snap
Steady shooting at a star you only wanna see how I react
Just be careful when you turn away I'm quick to take you off the map
Niggas got you mapped out
Now here's your purpose do your service you deserve it cause you said you was a crash out
I drop the beef for bread like cash cow
You see a young fly nigga he kind of cocky so you might as well just tap out
Never been the type to back down
But let a nigga flash a blicky on me I might have to f*ck around and back out
I been smoking periodically I hope my father proud of me
A time or two or maybe three when I just ain't know how to be
The person in the mirror sees the heart that beats inside of me
I just hope that he can help me how I helped the ones who lied to me
I can't freeze at the static
If there ever come a problem know I'm letting you have it
I be juuging in traffic
If I never got the chance to sing my song they think I'm prolly out here juuging and trapping
I just be making it happen
Young nigga from the 631 he made it up and out and ain't have a challenge
That was a little dramatic
Take this as a sematic
You could be living in a movie and your life is just a cinematic
Got some people who think high of me
I feel the irony
To see the full time failure get a diamond ring
When I'm walking in the party 20 bitches got variety
You telling two toned tales and share designer jeans
And I be feeling like I'm Tom and Jerry
Like I'm a mouse I get my cheese and pop a pussy cat cause niggas know I'm never scary