LOENZ - All On You Lyrics

Why did I try this?
Allways afraid to exist
I tried to be happy
And I asked for a kiss
Arent we equal?
Allways afraid to recall
How I was blinded
I was placing it all on you
Darling Im sorry
For opening up to a wall
But I wish that you told me
If it made you feel small
I think that Im selfish
Wishing that all would be good
I wanted forgivness
And you gave me all you could
Leaves on the vine
Falling very slow
One arm behind
Stretching out your bow
Taking a second, taking in the sight
But now its to late, the leaves have taken flight
People start to internalize the things that you say if you tell them enough, if you tell them enough
People never forget the lies you told them at birth if you tell them enough, if you tell them enough
People never forget the way you play with their hearts if you do it enough, if you do it enough
People never forget the way you suddenly left them, but maby in time,
Theyll start calling your bluff
Do you ever get that little feeling?
When you run out of words
Like the whole world is waiting
Silently judging every move you make to get better
Im tired of crying
I remember the smile that I knew
So just to be happy
Ill be blaming it all on you