Lost Honour - Dark Lyrics

I find the human inside of me
And let it go
I let it go
I kill the death that's buried in me
My wounds they unfold from behind the shelter
I could pretend that I am okay
That everything's great
That everybody loves me
I could pretend that half the things I say
Are the truth
Not the lies that are buried in me
Dead
I sing myself to sleep
No one else can help me be me
I find what was missing inside of me
In the dark I find myself
My sickness will die
If I kill you
If I bring myself down
Just to get to you
You took my life
And turned it upside down
To tear you from my skull
And take my life along with you
No
I won't lose myself
If you fall tonight
I sing myself to sleep
No one else can help me be me
I find what was missing inside of me
In the dark I find myself
In the dark I find myself
I can't find the heavens
Cause even angels cry
I can't find a reason
To stay alive
I can't find the happiness
Deep inside
How can I live
If I'm dead inside
How can I live
If I've already died
No
I can't find a reason
To stay alive
No
I won't let you down
I feel nothing
Not anything
Not anyone
I'm already dead
I'm already dead
I sing myself to sleep
No one else can help me be me
I find what was missing inside of me
In the dark I find myself
Ugh
How can I live
If I'm dead inside