lost to be found - waiting room Lyrics

In the waiting room
Just the four of us
I just tagged along
Cause you held my hand
I know you'd understand
I was scared
And my body's scarred
But you held my hand
Yeah, you're talking to me
Across the room
You catch my glimpse, you,
You can read me
You know I wanna leave
I'm not comfortable
I feel so vulnerable
Just looking for relief
I know you believe in me
When the walls close in this waiting room
You're the voice in my head
That guides me through black and white with your hand in mine
I can breathe, I can fight
Take me to the castle in my head
You make me feel stable
Reaching for your hand on the table
That's when I realize
You're just in my head
You're not really there
Fell in love with a fictional character, typical me
I found comfort in nothing but imagination, typical me
I just make things up in my head
So I feel better
So I can cope
So I can live the life that I want in my head
It's all in my head
No one's talking to me in this room
I feel so alone
I want someone to know me
No one can understand what I'm feeling
Maybe they don't care
I just don't wanna be here
In the waiting room
When it's only three of us
I just tagged along
Cause you force me to
I'm staring at the floor
I'm too embarrassed
To meet your eyes
I wonder if you're scared