Lotus - Loss (Interlude) Lyrics

I dont know if this was worth it
All the time I put in when my life was already so perfect
Cause all my hatred towards myself would always reach surface
And now without em I truly feel so worthless
How could you be the type of man who can only show hate to the ones you love
How could you be the guy who tear down the one who wants to watch you rise above
Swearing that you'll change then jump stright back in that mud
How could you choose your passion over blood
I dont think I ever knew what I wanted but now it's gone
It's to late I hope you enjoy the moments of replaying the same old song
You cry of pain but you've been the cause all along
Honestly you know theres no reason to hang on
Just let that knife keep digging deeper
It's time for your soul to face the reaper
You lost a keeper this songs for those who struggle to show affection
You my know pain but please acknowledge your blessings before there gone