Remembering a Dark December Video (MV)

Have you ever lost the will to care
To live
Or to love?
I lie in bed convincing myself that tomorrow will be okay
There is a hole inside my heart
You've reamed your way right through
I'm still counting all the days
Since I lied about getting over you
Because every song
And every movie
Every word reminds me of her
Oh, god how did it get this bad?
It's got to end
I hope that she's happy with him
I hope she's convulsing, spitting up blood
There is a hole inside my heart
You've reamed your way right through
I'm still counting all the days
Since I lied about getting over you
Because every song
And every movie
Every word reminds me of her
Oh, god how did it get this bad?
It's got to end
Somehow
Soon
I raise my head to find the light
My heavy heart, muted
There's no stars tonight
I never thought that I would see the day
When heaven collapsed under too much happiness
There is a hole inside my heart
You've reamed your way right through
I'm still counting all the days
Since I lied about getting over you
Because every song
And every movie
Every word reminds me of her
Oh, god how did it get this bad?
It's got to end