Seduced Video (MV)

This is for the ones
Who just like me
Did something that they shouldn't
But felt free
I feel so hurt right now
I feel so dumb right now
I have to write these words
While heart still burns
And my wounds are still sore
Today I have to embrace
The sorrow pouring out from me
Time cauterizes thoughts
Scarring my soul
Misery takes its toll
What hurts you once
Can't hurt you twice
Wear your best grin
And shut the door behind
I,
I should have played by the rules
I knew but it felt so good
And it's so late to blame
The should and shouldn't
Chills quickly becoming remorse
And pretty soon it was clear
That it was best to let it go

I chose to live life deep
And I knew it would hurt me well
But I can't help it and I'll heal somehow
With guilt heavy as stone
I,
I should have played by the rules
I knew but it felt so good
And it's too late to blame
The should and shouldn't
Chills quickly becoming remorse
And pretty soon it was clear
That it was best to let it go

I should have played by the rules
I should have cared about my self
I wear a smile and pretend to be good
There's a war inside my brain
Engraving scars pouring from veins
I can't erase memories
Tomorrow I'll heal
This is the deal
My thoughts
Are heavy
My feelings
Are heavy
But I don't want to live a film
I won't follow lines in script
Who did wrote this guilt for me
I don't feel it's right for me
If I feel I need something
I'll go get it then I'll think
Sometimes that's not the right thing
But I'll sure get over it