loxie - Own path Lyrics

I should read more books
Romantic ones
Go outside more
Let loose have fun
Wake up early
Drink more tea
Answer politely
Love more of me
Breathing faster
Numb with laughter
A dopamine imbalance in my brain
Love it here
Miss you near
A silent absence of who I became
I have these big dreams and these wide schemes
But the path in front of me feels like a trap
It might be harder
Take longer
But I swear one day I'll smile when looking back
Cause I took my own path
I should stand more tall
Be proud to be
Let this imperfectness sit perfectly with me
Heads still messy and I'm still loud
But I will work my socks off
Make my Mumma proud
Breathing faster
Numb with laughter
This dopamine imbalance in my brain
I have these big dreams and these wide schemes
But the path in front of me feels like a trap
It might be harder
Take longer
But I swear one day I'll smile when looking back
I have these big dreams and these wide schemes
Don't know where I'm gonna go or who I'll meet
She lives inside me the girl who longs to be
A better version of the one they see
Breathing faster
Numb with laughter
A dopamine imbalance in my brain
Didn't recognise the person I became
Cause I have these big dreams and these wide schemes
The footsteps forged in front just weren't enough
It might be harder
Take longer
But I swear one day I'll smile when looking back
Yes I know one day I'll smile when looking back
Cause I took my own path