Lscr - Nightmare (feat. Zerograx) Lyrics

Sitting in my room writing these raps
Memories feeling like a time-lapse
Spilling all my feelings bout to collapse
Keep a fake smile on all laughs
No-one has to know the pain behind the doors
Keep the curtain closed and no-one knows
It's like a dying rose and an untold curse
It will never go away it will only get worse
Isolated in my room feeling all alone
Mind is in a different place still same zone
Hearts like a heavy stone drowning in sorrow
Don't know if I'm going to be here tomorrow
My heads driving me insane till I'm brain-dead
Go under my bed pull my pistol out
I don't know what happened to black-out
And that's the end of me man I bleed out

I've been running from the darkness all my life yeah
Tryna find the light inside this nightmare
Thoughts on my mind that make me quite scared
I don't think that I can cope without you right here
It's hard to stay awake with this heartbreak and this heartache
Going on in my chest and now I confess
That you've left me with my mind racing and now I'm aching
Walking down a dark road feeling all alone
Walking so far away from what I call home
So scared to look back
Take one more breath
Then I black out and it's over in a flash

Been a hard few days
So I grab my pen and my pad now I'm back up in my faze
People chatting dirt on my name
Now I'm never gonna look at you the same
All said and done behind my back
F*ck friends, all then fakes and all the snakes I guess it doesn't end
Keep my circle small pick and choose carefully
Keep my guard up high keeping the real ones close to me
I'm done giving everyone advice
Now I need a concentrate on my own life
Feel my self changing more and more every day
Now I'm on my knees and I prey
Pray to God to help me see this through so I don't result to the trigger and pull a cap or two
They all say we die eventually but suicides not an option
It's time that I awaken and stand up to my thoughts and stop shaking Keep your head up high and your eyes on the prize
You'll get there eventually don't listen to them lies

I've been running from the darkness all my life yeah
Tryna find the light inside this nightmare
Thoughts on my mind that make me quite scared
I don't think that I can cope without you right here
It's hard to stay awake with this heartbreak and this heartache
Going on in my chest and now I confess
That you've left me with my mind racing and now I'm aching
Walking down a dark road feeling all alone
Walking so far away from what I call home
So scared to look back
Take one more breath
Then I black out and it's over in a flash

You ain't eating I ain't sleeping
It's like a broken record that keeps repeating
Sitting in my room heart broken
Thoughts making me start hoping
Then I close my eyes before I sleep and all memories
Rush to my head making me wish you were here laying in my bed
But bitch I am over you
You were the devil that haunts my head
But you were never the same you changed and f*ck I don't even know your name
You tricked me till you had my head playing mind games
Now you're the fool so I had to play the fool to beat the fool
Now you're the one taking a long fall down like wooo

I've been running from the darkness all my life yeah
Tryna find the light inside this nightmare
Thoughts on my mind that make me quite scared
I don't think that I can cope without you right here
It's hard to stay awake with this heartbreak and this heartache
Going on in my chest and now I confess
That you've left me with my mind racing and now I'm aching
Walking down a dark road feeling all alone
Walking so far away from what I call home
So scared to look back
Take one more breath
Then I black out and it's over in a flash