so sick Video (MV)

When you think about it
Does it lead you
Does it hurt you
I swore I warned you.
When you think about me
Do I only
Turn you on
When I'm gone
And when i saw your eyes
It's like the skies had bloomed
The clouds had part,
And I was so so bound to you
I felt regret, and my eyes
Were so so so so stuck on you.
Does it even mean something,
That I wrote another song about you
I'm so sick of (yeah yeah yeah)
Sick of being sick (yeah yeah yeah)
I'm so sick (yeah yeah yeah)
Of being so sick (yeah yeah yeah)
I'm so sick of (yeah yeah yeah)
Being sick (yeah yeah yeah)
I'm so sick (yeah yeah yeah)
Of being sick (yeah yeah yeah)
It's the guilt that takes it over
I don't know what to do
When i'm by myself
I just hope I don't go to hell
In the meantime
I say my peace
And hope
That you treat me better
In the next life
When you think about it
Does it lead you
Does it hurt you
I swore I warned you.
When you think about me
Do I only
Turn you on
When I'm gone
I'm tired of advocating for myself
I'm tired of taking my meds
Every time I want to help
I hate fighting cancer
When I just wanna be well
I'm tired of being here
In this place I call hell
I'm so sick of (yeah yeah yeah)
Sick of being sick (yeah yeah yeah)
I'm so sick (yeah yeah yeah)
Of being so sick (yeah yeah yeah)
I'm so sick of (yeah yeah yeah)
Being sick (yeah yeah yeah)
I'm so sick (yeah yeah yeah)
Of being sick (yeah yeah yeah)
I'm not ready to go yet
I'm not ready to leave
I'm not ready to go yet
I'm not ready to leave
When you think about it
Does it lead you
Does it hurt you
I swore I warned you.
When you think about me
Do I only
Turn you on
When I'm gone