through the wall Video (MV)

I wanna put my head
Through the f*cking wall
This burnout got me sick
Enough to strangle every thought
I thought I could capture bliss
But every day just gets
Harder, harder
I've done this before
And I don't know if I can
Do it again
Cause every time it happens
Why do I always feel alone
No matter how much sympathy
I get
Cause things were better
Then they once were, way better
But I'm still fighting the feeling
Of constant fight or flight
Or my partner
Over the things that were a lot tinier
Than I thought
I just feel really off
And fake
And everything I've been diagnosed with
Isn't real
And I've been lying to myself
For these past 3 years
Again, again, again, again
Again, again.
I wanna put my head
Through the f*cking wall
This burnout got me sick
Enough to strangle every thought
I thought I could capture bliss
But every day just gets
Harder, harder
I've done this before
And I don't know if I can
Do it again
Cause every time it happens
Why do I always feel alone
No matter how much sympathy
I get