holding on Video (MV)

I've been holding on way to long
Holding on thought can't tell if I'm wrong
Right to be lost
But left in the fog
I've been holding on way to long

Rainy day in October
Getting so much damn colder
Every f*cking season change
I feel like I'm going under
It gets hard at times when it comes around
But I want things to change and I want it right now

I've been holding on way to long
Holding on thought can't tell if I'm wrong
Right to be lost
But left in the fog
I've been holding on way to long

Way too long
It's been way too long
I ran away from home
I can't find my way
Back home(nah,nah)
I'm all alone(nah,nah)
I did everything now my money is all gone

I've been holding on way to long
Holding on thought can't tell if I'm wrong
Right to be lost
But left in the fog
I've been holding on way to long

I've been living too fast
I've been living too fast
I hope I don't crash
But it's fades to black
With the pressure in my chest
I can't consume that
I want things to be better
But i cannot do that

I've been holding on way to long
Holding on thought can't tell if I'm wrong
Right to be lost
But left in the fog
I've been holding on way to long

( I've been holding on way to long
Holding on thought can't tell if I'm wrong
Right to be lost
But left in the fog
I've been holding on way to long)