Lucius Echo - Aww Fuck Lyrics

I don't really know what to say nor can I tell where to go

But I can say in times mistaken forsaking this soul

I wish I were a magician because the magics on a mission

For me to see that it keeps me breathing but never lovin'

I've tried to ignore the voices
Got the runaround and left me choiceless
Screaming at the walls that want me voiceless
On the air beware it's f*ckin pointless
Everything I say just makes me hate this
Not a word concurred without beration
I'm too f*cked up now to operate shit
Nor a pawn it's all an operation

I just really need to go
Back to where nobody knows
My name again to stay withdrawn
I pray within

I don't think anybody knows
Bout how deep or how far I goes
To cease the breathing y'all do not get it
Just keep believing

Why don't you just change your pace nd rearrange your face to make a positive statement

Like why the f*ck are y'all hatin'

Are you shameless are you brainless
Lack of understanding changes relationships

How are y'all okay with this

Left me in hell
Y'all test see I swell
So best keeps it real
Jack's resting his Jill

F'yo heart made of steel
Don't rob me of my chill
My vibe make solids molten
I float on my kill

Help lay to pave
Or f*ck out my face
We making our way
Y'all lanes were prelain

I don't seek no beef dude
But nip dog I'll eat you
Notice I ain't say bark
No bitching can trees move

How'm I falling in

Bound to crawl again

Shroud my calls in sin

Tower'd in bogs of man

Not a single reason, not really, to keep believing that anything'll get better just call me baby I'm teething
My faculties of belief have been superceded by demons, capacity for the truth of a being in disagreement

And all I really wanted was nothing I could've flaunted, I went in in the beginning but now I be feeling haunted
I been on this for the longest and honestly been the strongest at keeping up my composure no matter the broken promise

What the f*ck you really think
Like I'm never gonna sink
Think I need to see my shrink
Got me pushing on the brink- Dogg

Poppin all the f*ckin pills
Cops are knocking - On the wheels
Locking all my love in seals
Talking bout ain't nothing real- nahh

I really like-
I really need to be reminded, like an unhealthy amount
So that I can know-
So that I can believe for a short while, long enough for me to have forgotten what I've learned for a few moments-
I need to be reminded that I'm not completely alone in this existing thing, to have my focus taken away from the horrors I experience almost constantly, off the shit that wants me down and out more than anybody wants me up and in.
I might be f*cked up for that.
I probably don't deserve it, I mean I'm far from a saint-
But this shit kills us slowly, eats away at everything you are, and I will not go down quietly & without struggle.
There's no other option but to keep moving and hope one day I'll look up and have moved on.