Suicide (feat. Efrain) Video (MV)

Suicide is not the answer
If you think that let me ask yah
Do you think that takes the cancer
That's killing inside
That's burning inside
Don't believe all the lies
It don't take away the pain
Just passes to those in the way
There's another life after this
There's another side for the afflict
There's so much life in you left
You Gotta fight through all of this
Believe in Christ the He can fix
Jesus dies so you could live
It may look dark in the eclipse
But God aligns the planets

Failed suicide attempt
Even at that I failed
My life then became a tale
With no happy ending
Always chasing
Looking for the for the bed to sleep in
Perhaps it'll be the ocean that I sink in
From the very blood I'm bleeding
Where should the cut begin
Should I be sober
Or pop em' till it's over
I collect my pains
Like hoarder
I reject the help
Disorder
Kisses from the toil of life
Then Kisses from a woman's lie
Different lips and different thighs
Cutting deeper
Closer to the reaper
Life grows cheaper
Where's my healer
Times is close
I need my buzzer beater
Life I lose
I feel less of a winner
Lord I'm drowning
That makes me your Peter
Life tells me that there's not hope
It's a deceiver
Where's my keeper

If you got breath in yo' lungs
There's a reason for it
There's a heart that still goes
It's still beating don't quit
God's in control
Just trust let go
It's not yo battle
Watch God unfold
When there's no way, it's ok
He will make an open
I know it's hard with all this rain
But there's a reason for it
God's in control
Just trust let go
It's not your battle watch God unfold

Am I still talking?
Must be so on this track that Im rhyming
And I'm still breathing
I'm no longer finding
A bandage for the pain
Now I'm finding
Why I'm actually made
And no life ain't perfect
I still find it's defect
In the way that I'm living
I just hope that on my judgement day
I'm not found with the rejects

It was grace that kept me
And his love that accepts me
Here and now
Running into past relationships all they can say is "wow" can't believe it was you
Who almost gave up on existence
Now they give up on it cause in Christ they've found some resistance
Saying "don't need em'"
Cause life isn't hell
But for those who can't tell
The difference
Because everyday seems
Like the only water in your streams
Comes from the cries of your tears
Let me tell you that the years
Do amount to something
The moment you find him
This I know from experience
That my cure is Jesus
That your cure is Jesus

If you got breath in yo' lungs
There's a reason for it
There's a heart that still goes
It's still beating don't quit
God's in control
Just trust let go
It's not yo battle
Watch God unfold
When there's no way, it's ok
He will make an open
I know it's hard with all this rain
But there's a reason for it
God's in control
Just trust let go
It's not your battle watch God unfold

It may be hard right now
It may seem like God's not there
It may feel low right now
But God is aware
He's in control oh child
So don't go nowhere
You may stumble
You may even fall
But one thing I know
Is God won't let go
He's in control
Like Jericho
Keep on Just Go
Watch Him unfold, yeah

If you got breath in yo' lungs
There's a reason for it
There's a heart that still goes
It's still beating don't quit
God's in control
Just trust let go
It's not yo battle
Watch God unfold
When there's no way, it's ok
He will make an open
I know it's hard with all this rain
But there's a reason for it
God's in control
Just trust let go
It's not your battle watch God unfold