Find My Way To Feel Video (MV)

I don't know where I should step, I don't know what else I want
You got me looking at the path, but I swear it got me stoned
I don't know if I should move, I found my way to jump
I don't know if I should lose, I found out what I want
It's just me and my thoughts, so I can't be at ease
Look, I know to keep going, but I can't manage to leave
It's the reality, the only thing I can do is preach
You can't be mad at me, the only thing I do is repeat
You know how I feel
( They think I never put in work )
Thinking about the difference if a nigga was just first
(But that's not how reality works)
I'm gonna find my way to feel
(Maybe I gotta leave the Earth )
Yeah, I wanna be infinity, a section in your verse, yeah
(Show you how reality hurts)
You feel me
So come again, I don't know how I'm gon' act up in the end
So just tell me, cause I'm ready, got me shaking through my skin
I'm from the dirt, ain't no trend, I'm a parent, I don't kin
I know it hurt, and I'm lying if I only wanted friends
I was hurting at first, yeah, my life was in a jam
Yeah, they told me I depressed, but know that emotion like the back of my hand
They say I'm kind, which is great, I got no one left to hate
But something in my mind told me, let me off the steaks
It's just me and my thoughts, so I can't be at ease
Look, I know to keep going, but I can't manage to leave
It's the reality, the only thing I can do is preach
You can't be mad at me, the only thing I do is repeat
You know how I feel
( They think I never put in work )
Thinking about the difference if a nigga was just first
(But that's not how reality works)
I'm gonna find my way to feel
(Maybe I gotta leave the Earth )
Yeah, I wanna be infinity, a section in your verse, yeah
(Show you how reality hurts)
You feel me
Yeah, life is like a chess game
They give you so many L's until they teach you to play
But I ain't playing no chess game
Cause if I was playing, at least I'd know how to play
Yeah, yeah, I've been through it all, yeah, I saw many things
Yeah, I'm mentally scarred, like shots straight to the brain
I was so numb, numb, numb, lost my words in the maze
So if I say that I'm fine, you know I'm losing something
It's just me and my thoughts, so I can't be at ease
Look, I know to keep going, but I can't manage to leave
It's the reality, the only thing I can do is preach
You can't be mad at me, the only thing I do is repeat
You know how I feel
( They think I never put in work )
Thinking about the difference if a nigga was just first
(But that's not how reality works)
I'm gonna find my way to feel
(Maybe I gotta leave the Earth )
Yeah, I wanna be infinity, a section in your verse, yeah
(Show you how reality hurts)