Hard 4 Me Video (MV)

They say I run away from all your problems, That too tiring for me
There's been some times that I can't see
I got some words you need to listen to
You need to heed, I don't be up in my feelings, But at this time I need to speak
I need to hear that mental too, Need some help that I can seek
I got a hot hand, but nothing in this world that I can bring
It's hard for me, it was so hard for me, But I made it to the top, I'm proud of me
I've been runin since a kid, 5 leaf clover off the rip
I've been grindin' way too hard for my shit to show I'm mid
I ain't grindin' for the rest, cuz my mind's a f*ckin mess
And the way I make my music, I'm just ventin' from my chest
See the way I'm gonna preach, They say the girls is what I need
But it's hard to get attached, Because my heart don't wanna beat
If I ever do, you know I never wanna leave, It's just some shit I'm goin' through
You know it's hard for me
I feel I'm deathrowed
The shit Ive seen up in the life, That made my heart cold
I don't even cry no more, Like damn, where my feelings go
I don't get mad no more, Like damn, well f*ck that hoe
Like what you mean, I'm too nice to all these fiends
I don't do no opposition, don't do beef, You'll be runnin' to your grave, you tryin' me
But Ill bless yo soul at your funeral, best believe me
I'm hopin' that the world gon' think I'm great
I done fallen from them stars from big mistakes
I'm holdin' on these prayers to my grave, can you pray for me
I've been runin since a kid, 5 leaf clover off the rip
I've been grindin' way too hard for my shit to show I'm mid
I ain't grindin' for the rest, cuz my mind's a f*ckin mess
And the way I make my music, I'm just ventin' from my chest
See the way I'm gonna preach, They say the girls is what I need
But it's hard to get attached, Because my heart don't wanna beat
If I ever do, you know I never wanna leave, It's just some shit I'm goin' through
You know it's hard for me