I think I find my fight I put on a smile but I'm cold as a bitch
I pray I don't lose my sight I watch my goals you blow to the wind
I'm losing my mind I cannot defend I'm a fold form this pressure this moment too dense
I ran out of time I cannot depend scared as a youngin my life in a jam
Tryna figure me out
You know that you can't put my mind in a drought
I got something I can't talk about I keep all my secrets I'm locked from the mouth
Taking L for L I'm blinded by doubt
I put on a smile to please the crowd
I got me a mission come stay with the vision let's count up the digits then we heading out
They like you gon' get thought
I know that I am but they think I'm a lose
R.I.P. my tears come loss
I wish I didn't have me a life with the crew
A.R.P. you talk
You shot watching you rot in a 3x2
Oh my God I feel too much
You gotta know how the kid come through
Yeah you think I'm a bitch go head come prove
I stand on a 10 go head come woo
I'm down on my ass take 10 steps back
Come with a rah-rah swear ion shoot
I said I beat up my demons that's far from the truth
That sit in the back of my head let loose
I'm mentally scarred my mind gon' poof
Think about how many things I'ma lose