Forward Video (MV)

Damn this shit is really getting on my nerves
I'm just sitting here tryna unearth
I'm tryna be me, I'm tryna show who I am
But you know what all my friends is dying
I'm tryna put on for them too, I'm tryna put on for myself
But you know what it's getting hard, the pressure on my shoulders is getting heavy
(Yeah) the crown on my head is heavy, but you can't let it drown you
I'm tryna show what I'm amount too
(Yeah) I'm trying to make my family proud but all they think is I'm a mistake
I can't show them what I am if they think I'm a mistake
All they keep doing is putting me down
I cant show them what I am 'cause they think I'm a f*cking clown
They see the makeup on my face, they see the lies covered up in paint
I'm tryna show them what I mean but you know what I keep catching up, I keep showing them
But you know what they never took me serious
They always think I'm pain, they always think I'm a monster
They never want to see me succeed
(See me succeed)
They say they want to see me succeed
But they don't want to see me succeed
I'm tryna show them what I am
I'm tryna show them what I do
I'm tryna show them how it feels when I do it this way
I want them to know how I feel
This shit makes me feel happy, I'm writing, and I'm making music
I'm doing something creative, I'm not being destructive like they think I am
They think I'm breaking shit, I'm making shit, I'm making shit happen
I'm riding to the top, I'm taking my chances, I'm going all in
This a big industry, but you know what you gotta take risks to make it to the end of the day
I gotta show them what I do, I gotta show them how I do it
Yeah I'm tired of all my friends dying but you know what I gotta use that shit as motivation
To keep me going, 'cause I know that's what they would want they wouldn't want me giving up on them
They wouldn't want me giving up on life, I gotta keep going I can't be trife
All these trifling ass hoes tryna steal the money out my pockets that I earned on my own
I never asked for money I always did it myself I made my way to the top by myself
I'm making it now, I'm not quite there yet
But I'm gonna, I might be there one day
If I'm not I'ma keep going
I'ma keep trying 'til I make it
'Cause thats what I do
I don't just give up on you
I'm just gonna keep going 'cause it's what I do
Keep on going keep on grinding don't stop, don't stop
Don't ever stop keep going 'til you cant keep going
You go 'til you can't, keep going 'til you cant you never stop cant stop wont stop keep going
Ride to the top, put it on the top, tell them how it is count up that guap
I don't care about the cash but you know what it helps, you know cash doesn't buy happiness
But you know what family buys happiness
But you know what my family disgraced me they got rid of me they told me they didn't want me
But you know what now I'm making it to the top now I got money I got sum'n in my pocket
I got sum'n to prove I never had anything to prove before now I got something to prove
I'm showing them who I am, I'ma keep going 'til I can't, keep on going, keep on grinding
Don't let anybody push you down, you gotta keep going to the top, no matter what it is
No matter what stands there ground you gotta push through it
You gotta keep going, you gotta keep fighting, you gotta keep showing
You gotta run it up to the top 'til you cant anymore
You gotta hit the top if you fall to the bottom you gotta go to the top again
You can't just give up you gotta keep going
You gotta keep grinding you gotta keep going, gotta keep grinding
If your gonna show the people who doubted you that they're wrong
You gotta keep going prove them wrong, show them who you are
Show them what you are, show them how you are
Don't let them think what you are don't let them tell you what you are, be yourself
Don't let them define you, you define yourself, you show yourself
You do your stuff, you walk your walk, you strut your strut you do
What you have to do to make it to the top

(Hehe K12 on the beat)