Swallowed all my pride it's time I grow up now
Yeah
Always tried to be the better man
No more shedding light on things that are washed up
Learning to walk away I never planned
Luv
Yeah
I admit it now
I used to think I had it figured out
A lot of people told me stay in school
So I listened less and took a different route
My bitch been trippin, she done kicked me out
She don't do shit but eat, piss, and pout
I almost thought that I was missing out
But she really someone I can live without
My past reflects on how I'm living now
Dawg I done came a long way
Too many eyes from angels looking down
Wish I could see the look on y'all face
Too many times I learned my lesson from my niggas getting caught in broad day
I promise that I'll be a better man, but why we got to learn the hard way
I swallowed all my pride, it's time I grow up now
Grow up now
Always tried to be the better man
Yeah
No more shedding light on things that are washed up
Learning to walk away I never planned
Oh man, what a life it is
Woke up this morning, took two shots of henny like I like this shit
I never thought I'd be a runaway
F*ck the world, let's have some fun today
I fear the darkness
Tell somebody go and hide the moon and tell the sun to stay
Oh damn, I'm smothered by fake
I pop a tab, seeing colors and shapes
You can catch me off somewhere away
Occupied mind, summer oasis
I been trying to be a better man
Tried to let go, but I never can
Kicked my demons out twice
They came back knocking, shit I almost let them in
I should be thinking bout therapy
At least that's what they telling me
I don't want none of them people getting payed to take care of me
That is just hell to me
I give my time more than I give to charity
Hoping they'll cherish me
It's emotional disparity
Between the ones that I love and myself
I been begging for help, cause I feel that I'm perishing
I put my heart in this tape for the secrets that you don't hesitate to share with me
But I've been tired of me being tired
Too much in my head, I don't really think that you know the severity