Feeling so numb and low
I don't wanna walk this road
Heart turning black I'm cold
Ain't no going back no more
Feeling so numb and low
Pain in my heart won't go
Got a feeling I'll be dead and cold
Got a feelin I ain't ever growing old
Suicidal thoughts in my head
Thinking I'll be better off dead
Let me say good bye to my friends
Friends pain don't wanna end
Feeling so numb and low
Pain in my heart won't go
Got a feeling I'll be dead and cold
Got a feelin I ain't ever growing old
Suicidal thoughts in my head
Thinking I'll be better off dead
Let me say good bye to my friends
Got my sister out of the pen
Yeah people don't phase me
Words make me crazy depressed and I'm lazy head goin wavy yeah taking one shot
And I'm done using my words as a gun you don't need drugs to have fun looking for love
That's just a game that nobody has one focus on life cause you just got it once
Focus on life you just got it once
Loves just a game nobody has one
So focus on life you just got it once