Insecure Video (MV)

Sick of my life I feel so messed up
Woke up again feeling like a letdown
Been thinking 'bout drowning inside of a tub
But I'm pretty sure all I need is a hug

Ain't that what you all say
Suddenly life's looking pretty
I'm pretty sure it's about to decay
Six feet deep drowning deep
Yeah I told you before death is my bay

Back to this flow, now I'm pretty sure
I am here to stay and that I'll insure
Been living my life feeling so insecure
But now its my time and this is my cure

Came from the dirt tell me something I dont know
Coming back down I've been here befo'
Look inside of me see how my heart is so sore
But this isn't enough I'll keep looking for more

Ticking time bombs are clashing in my head
I dont know what to do inside all this blood I've bled
My shirt is stained with the memories I fed
Did I create the monster that lives under my bed

Be catious
Don't get blind because of the profit
And please don't call me prophet
'Cause if I was I'd say some things that are pretty obnoxious

Why won't you let me be
Talking shit about what I do
Just know while you keep talking about me
I'll never be talking about you

Stab a knife on my back
And you're still calling me a friend
What the f*ck you got on your mind
I'm sorry, what was your name again

Ticking time bombs are clashing in my head
I dont know what to do inside all this blood I've bled
My shirt is stained with the memories I fed
Did I create the monster that lives under my bed

Look at what you put me through
Look at what you put me through
Look at what you put me through
Bitch
What you put me through