Face pale as snow
Float in the air like a ghost
Smash a rock through my skull
I got love but I feel so alone
Can feel my heart growing to stone
Can feel myself growing so cold
Can feel the earth molding like dough
Can feel my own life creeping up very close
I got a peak of the other side
He told me must wait till it's time to die
When will I know that the time is right
I don't know if I can wait tonight
Shit why do you keep pushing the thought
Youve f*cked up my life for this long that's enough
I've f*cked up my body from the pain that you cause
But no one can tell what goes on under the love
My body holds something close to me
My soul is something I deserve to keep
I know that he's watching me
But it gets harder and harder to breathe
I can't breathe
I know you're watching me
I know you like the thought of me