MAP - A Farewell To My Dearest Scatterbrain Lyrics

i left you there so wasted
discarded by my friends
i'm never coming back here
this is where old me ends

my confidence is so fake
i know i'm going to fall
but it's better to have gone here
than to dream about it all

i need this
i need this

i'm starting to feel lucky
but also quiet afraid
this beautiful beginning
i have reached the point of no return
i cannot bring you past here
you have to stay and fade
i'm moving slowly forward
all alone and not so afraid anymore

i need this
i need this

i'm never looking backwards
the more i do i'll crack
i'm never looking backwards
i know you're there but i'm never coming back
i'm never coming back
i'm never coming back here
i'm never coming back

i need this
i need this
so long
good luck
godbye