Masha - Desperation Lyrics

wait in vain for you to call absolutely cynical like I?m trying to walk across the universe don?t you want to trust in me like them all, you?ll never see I am drying away like thunder in the sky I want to fly don?t ask me why push or shove I thrive on love I?m burning, and turning to desperation now I know you kill me slow I?m yearing, and turning to desolation look now far you?ve made me fall totally illogical there?s no sense in the way you got me acting now got to stop and stop it fast change the future, heal the past don?t know now I?m supposed to but I?m gonna try I want to fly don?t ask me why refrain anything I?d rather be I recognize my misery my pain inside it?s gotta be a disillusion lullabies or alibis you better go get civilized another kind of paranoid is desperation