I feel like imma die at 27
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Mama crying cause I'm hurting everything and I won't let her see
Dealing with the thoughts that got me sleep deprived
All you did was sympathize
What do you want me to say, what do you want me to be?
And now I'm breaking
I'm breaking everything that makes me human
And now I'm aching
I'm aching to the thought of your confusion
Don't want to face it
I only see myself as an illusion
Don't think I'll make it
There's nothing in this world, no more solutions
Pretty monsters got me reaching for the ride
They say that love will help me make it through the night
Each time I hear that shit, it makes me wanna die
It's free advice, don't you f*cking think I tried?
I swear I tried
It's the pursuit that caused eviction of my life
Every moments got me blessing your goodbyes
Got my brain ripping apart, I'm not inside
I see myself walking in circles and ask why
I wonder why
I am just what I am
I wonder why
You think I've spared some innocence
Don't you hear me calling
Don't you hear me falling
I wish that someone saw me
Convince me that I'm breathing