Suckerpunched trying to get back to the way I used to laugh
Nothing feels like it did since I was a child
Time can heal but every wound just opens up again
Take me back to when life was just a silly little game we played
Nothing ever makes sense anymore I'm scared and I'm alone
Will anything ever feel like home again?
I'm bleeding out bones like paper every organ shutting down
Tied to my bed every fibre rotting how did I get myself in this
I'm breaking down again
I don't think I'll be who I used to be
I don't think I'd be proud of me