Breath so tight, too tired to fight
Knew I had to make a change
But what to do, and who to turn to?
Those mysteries remained
I found the more I grow me, the less you know me
The version of me you have in your head isn't me anymore
So I packed a bag and I sold my things
Said no goodbyes, only "see you again"s
But I did not really know how it would all go
Or if you would like to see me again in the end
But maybe I can't care about that anymore
Maybe I need to be free of our history
It's too heavy
But I'll need to let it all go, let my body blow where the wind goes
Maybe I'll be a bird, soaring for the first time
Maybe I could sing ooooooh
Make your judgements known, off my feathers they'll roll
If I go
Now I've been gone two months
It's been good and strange
Changing's so good and strange at the same time
I have shed my skin, and then grown it again
A different pattern emerged on the outside
And I am not who I used to be, will you still accept me?
I find myself longing for your yes
Maybe I used to be sweet, and now I am savoury
A different flavour pleases your palette
But maybe I can't care about that anymore
Maybe I need to be free, whatever flavour I wanna be
Maybe spicy
But I'll need to let it all go, let my body blow where the wind goes
Maybe I'll be a bird, soaring for the first time
Maybe I could sing ooooooh
Make your judgements known, off my feathers they'll roll
A heavy thing, I spread my wings
When you said I couldn't fly
A faith so deep, I had to leap
Started healing in the sky
And now I sing, out loud, inhibition without
And you criticize me
But maybe I can't care about that anymore
Maybe I'm so free
I've been speaking the words I wanna speak
I'm controversial
Now that I have let it all go, let my body blow where the wind goes
Maybe I am a bird, soaring for the first time
And I can sing ooooooh
Make your judgements known, off my feathers they'll roll
Oh now I know
Oh I can go, if I can let go
Yeah I can let go