Madnes_one - Penumbra Ignis Lyrics

Slittin my wrist aint doin shit
Ive found a solution to finish this

Slittin my wrists aint doin shit
Im pullin the trigguh and endin it

Since slittin my wrists aint doin shit
Im pullin the trigguh and endin it

Loves lifeless abyss
A game
I'm losing it
Psyche gettin numb
As my tolerance flipped

To ease this pain
Free truth
I barely contain
Released
Feasts
A terrifying Beast
Once restraints cease

Tearin out my hair
In agony
Violently
Shadow baggage seen
Enrapturous
The silent reach
Is pinning me

Screamin my anguish out
Gushin veins
An open spout
Caught my Soul in sight
And tried to scrape it out

Ironic and fitting
What the noose has left behind

Lost will
Bereft ov breath
Reminded
While I have to die

Devoid ov death
Light fades behind my eyes

Isnt such suffering Divine in the sunshine

Slittin my wrist aint doin shit
Im pullin the trigguh and endin it
Since slittin my wrists aint doin shit
Im pullin the trigguh and endin it

Contentment in my mind
So clear
I am not happy
If not suicidal
My lifes akin to tragedy

Trust has
Left me
High and
Dry

I keep
Survivin
Suicide

Tears ov
Blood
Stream
From my
Eyes

No passion
For this
Thing called
Pride

I'll share
The
Pain

Now
Time
Rewinds

Molested
At the
Age ov
Five

Joy deflowered
Innocence
Devoured
At the
Rise ov
The witching
Hour

For my wretched lost forgotten soul
Light a candle
Recite from tomes
The darkest Hell
Shall be my home
Blessed solitude
Throne ov bones
In my hands
A gun I now hold
To my temple
A full payload
How many clicks
Can I go through
Before my hand
Gets useless too

Slittin my wrist aint doin shit
Im pullin the trigguh and endin it
Since slittin my wrists aint doin shit
Im pullin the trigguh and endin it

Contentment in my mind
So clear
I am not happy
If not suicidal
My lifes akin to tragedy

A misanthrope who cared
Rare breed
Chaotic neutral
Seed

Got a broken heart
Came from a broken home
With a f*cked up psyche and some broken bones