I don't know why
All my dreams are in grey
Black and white
My reflection
Doesn't face back my way
All that I see
Is a man who's ashamed
Who is frightened
Of ageing
And staying the same
I've been wasting
Days and days and
I've gotten unsure
I've been patient
Contemplating
What is it all for?
I've been chasing
Breaking pavements
Searching for the door
Where's my paycheck?
I can't take it
What is it all for?
I don't know why
Everything can't be safe
Just how I like
No exceptions
I prayed for the day
How can it be
Inside of me doesn't change
With the light
Of redemption
It fades away